howdey all 
Its been a while since i wrote anything.
I think i am ready for a relationship and i know it would be better for me if i was in one. Do i have to go out there and find it or do i wait and let it find me? I think i fancy anyone who pays attention to me. Sad i know!
Know one would want me anyways cos im so angry all the time. im really stressed out with university and living on my own. My flat mate and i really do not get on anymore cos we had an affair and we still like eachother but she has a gf now and i dont like it. We have had actualy punch ups (read previous blogs).
My phone got smashed up in one of the fights now i am waiting for a new one to come through! Grrr! Why am i so angry all the time that i cant control my temper?!
Anyone else experiane these blackouts and can teach me how to relax :S xx
