What a fucking night!!
This may take time to write as i have 2 broken fingers lol. (Well not really lol cos it hurts).
Had the biggest bust up with my flat mate!! Like a proper punch up and i smashed the flat up! Which was silly as i now have to pay for everything to get it replaced so i guess i will try not to do that again!! She hit me, ripped my top, bra! everything! (she is a lesbian so i just blame that to her wanting my body lol)![]()
It started cos she agreed to pick me up from work on monday night and the cancelled cos she wanted to get her leg over with some bird! I was well fucking angry cos 10 o clock at night im sitting on a bus going home in the heart of essex!! So got home and placed me key in the door! (she wouldnt be able to get in! Childish i know but i was angry) She then came home with this girl! which i was not amused about as i had to be up at 5 this morning! (well i would have been) So i didnt let her in! and she was going mad banging on the door and windows lol then she said 'I~f you dont open this door im going to smash ur face in u silly cow' Now that sent me over the edge and she came in and we had a massive fight in the living room with the 8 head listening to everything!
The thing is she tells me that she is in love with me and cos i said i like men and it would never happen she is doing this to spite me cos i brought someone back a few weeks ago and she got jelouse! Well i was jelouse last night and it hurt! 8 head and the lesbo was in the kitchen and I walked past to get a drink and they was kissing! and i was quiet jelouse and pissed off! Then we had another massive arguement which resulted in my smashing up things (like her fav annie lennox cd) which i dont actually feel to bad about it lol.
Smashed cds, vases, jewllry thrown everywhere, paper all over the place and the in started on the coke (the drink lol) and i threw it everywhere!!
Was i over reacting?? I think at some points i was but i asked her to pick me up as a friend and she wanted a fuck so she cancelled on me! HER BEST FRIEND!! which i found so hurtful!!
But i spose it will all end uo being my falut when she wakes up! She still has 8 head over in her room! Which ihas all my clothes in it and some more of my things ![]()
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So what do i do now?!?!?! I said i was going to leave and move out but I fucking well aint going to!!
Please help thi little girl on the edge!
V
