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by beliver @ 2008-01-20 - 15:17:42

Can life play tricks on you? Or is it justthe simple fact that your doing things wrong in life?

I sit sometimes and wonder if i had made certain changes in my life, if i had done a few things differently, made changes i knew i should have changed, Been good when i was bad or been bad when i was being so good. Would i be feeling the way i do now? Dont get me wrong i am so happy with me life so far but i think i could always be happier!

I want someone to love. I want someone who loves me but am i just longing for something that isnt ready for me yet? I need answers i just need them!

university i think isnt going so well yet everyone is telling me how well im doing! For fuck sake why cant i believe them!

People tell me how loved i am! Why can i not feel it!

'Vicky you are pretty and so sweet' but yet i feel so ugly and drained!

i never thoght i would have a moment of dissapointment but since i lost the love of my life i just think that one day i will have him back but he has moved on! He is still one hell of a good friend to me but i cant help the way i feel!!!

Can you help me?

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madtruckermadtrucker [Member]
2008-01-20 @ 17:12

Well I very wise man told me that you "can not mess with history as it has already happened" meaning you have to let the past be and just make the most of today.

Learn to love yourself more and that way others will do the same. Let your old boyfriend go and get ready for the next partner that will break your heart until you find the right one for you :)

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2008-02-01 @ 17:22

thank you x

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LuthrielLuthriel [Member]
2008-01-30 @ 21:04

It's a total cliche and i don't tend to follow mine own advice, but things take time to sort themselves out.
I do know how you feel, in a similar but a little different way.
It just makes you think will i ever be truly happy and content with everything i have? or will i just go out looking for something more, something better?

I've learnt that we shouldn't dwell on the thing's we didn't do, and the bad stuff we did. Their sort of like learning curves whch help us grow (that sounds soo cheesy i know), and turn out as well rounded adults.

Im sure things will get better...and i totally agree with madtrucker's advice
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