Does anyone have the right to tell someone how to be?
who has the right to be perdantic to me? Patronising? or even hurt my feelings?
I went to rugby training (I usually run there and back) Things was going fine, was having a really good session and then the coach picks up on the tinest mistake that i made. The bastard stopped the whole group of girls that are my bes friendsa dn shouted at me 'are you stupid? you play for essex and you make a mistake like that? I have 17 years coaching experiance and you cant fucking match up to me! stop being a retard and do something right for once' I started to get upset so i just walked away and got going home.
I had a bad night on the way home. I was followed by some guy who wouldnt leave me alone...............
I am so inlove! I really cant stop thinking about this person and i was with him on tuesday! he text me after saying that i am so special to him and i am amazing (i will just get my phone so i can write the actual text)
'You looked amazing tonight, So special to me and always will be. Cant wait till I see you walk through the door again. Your a beauty'
Then i recieve a text saying 'so when am i going to fuck you?'
What the hell?? Does he want to be with me as much i want to be with me? Or does he want a fuck buddy? What do you think?
Im feeling kinda lonely! I dont want someone there when they are but when there not i really really miss them? Something wrong with me?
Please answer my questions!!!
2008-01-12 @ 23:07