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Howdey all!

Well my first post! :DD excited *claps hands*

Lets star with a question...... Have you ever been in a situation where you know in your heart what you are doing is wrong but you heart is being dominent and telling you to do it?
I moved out of my parents house and although i am having a blast living with my friend, i just miss everything about home so much. My heart was always telling me that i wasnt ready and that i am not finacially stable to do so but my head is telling me to do it for all the wrong reasons!! Im not independant and i can admit that freeley! I need some sort of support to help me! Will i get by? I dunno but i hope so.

Love life...

Everyone writes about their love life and how shit or how great it is and i am going to do no different i am going to talk about how my love life is so shit!!

I am not in love with anyone at the moment (at least i dont think i am but everyone tells me different) but there is someone i am falling for. I dont see him alot and yet I cant stop thinking about him and how he is just the person i need right now. He dont want me. I dont think he does anyway! I have asked him but i never got an answer so i can only take that as a no. It's okay as im not overly bothered but I would like to know where i stand as he flirts with me all the time and we even had a little kiss last night aswell! What does that mean?? :-/ :?:

I am also texting an old flame that i was in love with at a young age! He was amazing and i thought he was perfect! We broke up and the together again and the broke up and the together etc! But then we broke up and just lost contact (he claims he was a bastard to me but i say he wasnt) now we have started talking again all these feelings just come flooding back but there is no way i could go back there its just the principle of it!!!

I was in a relationship with a guy for 3 years and i thought i was going to marry him! I was head over heels in love and then he decided to call it a day with me! I acted like i was cool but i was heartbroken!! Ive been single since feb and now i feel i am ready to move on!

Am i just desperate for love? or someone who is ready just unlucky?? help!!! :**: